Everyone just leave me alone.

South Carolina was just one big learning experience i guess.

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i’m just gonna take more and more pills. everything i can get.

i am crying and i’m so upset. i’ve downed six benadryl and i’m gonna do more… i just want to sleep forever. i can’t live anymore. and the only thing i want right now is my best friend. but she’s not my best friend anymore. i’m shaking so hard and i can barely breathe…. 

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It’s time for me to start appreciating the little things.

extremely depressed today.

no matter what i do and no matter how much it hurts she will always be my best friend, and i know she may read this so cara, you are my best friend forever even if i’m not yours. you’ve been with me through everything, and i can’t let go of that. but i am going to stop trying to force our friendship to work. but if you ever need me, i’m always going to be here. i won’t ever leave if you need me, you just need to tell me when you want me there or need me by your side. i can’t read your mind, and i’m sorry about that. but if you let me in, i’ll be there.

i’m so obnoxious all the time, and people think it’s because i’m happy and funny and great. but it’s not that… it’s just i don’t know what else to pretend to be. i never show people that i’m depressed because i don’t want to be a charity case and i don’t want sympathy or advice.